Love and Trust?~

Hye!

So, this is what happen to me today~
One of my best friend, texts me~
Yea she have a boyfriend~
And she is so cute and so nice!
Which means, many guy likes her~ ;p

And I kinda found out that, his boyfriend is.. Emm.. how can I say this?
I know he really love her.. But he always say to her that if he find out that someone [guys] approaching her, that guy gonna be a 'dead meat'..

And he even ask for her e-mail and her Myspace password!
Over protective?
Over take control?

Its like, he dont even trust my friend!


And the new story is, he add me and her at Facebook..
I approve his friend request, but my friend? She's afraid..

Yes she love him very much and 'maybe' vice versa~ [ Oh my! Im a bad friend! but I dont trust guys! T___T ]

But she is afraid that she cant even be a friends with guys~
She afraid that any guys that try to be close to her going to get hurt someday~

Love? Trust?

Its related to each other..

But me?

Its hard to trust guys..
Because of that, what about love?

I dont know...

Maybe Im just running away because Im afraid of getting hurt by trusting someone so much~

Yea~ Im trying so hard right now~ Someone can tell and know that..

What should I do and say to her?!

...

Ohh! Happy happy birthday!~

Thanks to Jason for being the first person who wish me my birthday!

Thanks to MY BELOVED AND ONLY MAMA!
Thanks to Abah!
Thanks to my family!

Thanks to my friends too!
Especially they who on Facebook!

Actually thanks to Facebook for 'announcing' my birthday~
Facebook makes me.... feel my existence.. ??

Hahaha! Hows that? ;p

Emm~ Thinking of getting something for my birthday~


You should know how Im really going crazy with Vivaz! DX
But its too expensive! And made me think, instead of buying that [which like never], better if I buy new laptop, so that I can do my assignment at Uni later, smoothly.. XD
Well maybe not~.. =.=

Actually another phone caught my eyes, which is Sony Ericsson C905.. because I think its awesome [8 mega pixel duh! same as Vivaz!] And it way more cheaper than Vivaz! Like, RM880 something.. [Wait.. Still expensive.. =.= ] Ill try to.. be rational with my money from now on, to buy new phone for me!! Ya!! [Its to late for my birthday present for myself but who damn cares?!!]

I saw it a few days ago with Mama~ When we went out together to buy my new number~
[Ohh! Forgot to say, I have new number! U.O.X!~]

;p

Emmm~ Something for my birthday huh?
Well maybe Ill just make my self a cup of hot milk!

Hahahaha!

I love myself! So much!!

Aii~

Wishlist?~

Emmm..

Thinking of creating a wishlist...
Never make one before..

What should I write?
All of my wish??

Hahaha! I might need more then 3 pages for that!
XD

Maybe I will put it on my blog later..

Nyte!!!

;3

Ode To Joy~

Randomness of me playing recorder..





BBCD DCBA GGAB BAA
BBCD DCBA GGAB AGG
AABG ABCBG ABCBA GAD
BBCD DCBA GGAB AGG

# The note C and D mention in there, is the high note.


Oh ya.. T____T Im sooooooo tired... and hungry.. Wuuuu~

Byez..

;p

Valentine's Day??

Im watching Japanese Drama and the episode that I watch now is about Valentines Day~

Valentines Day?

No~ I didnt celebrate Valentines day...

As a Muslim, I cant celebrate it, and will never celebrate it~

[Why we cant celebrate it?!!!] - you ask~

Because basically, the Valentine's day is one of the Christians celebration..
click here

(history of Valentine's Day)

History also states that,
the words 'Valentine' is taken from the name of 'biggest' Christian priest during the reign of Queen Isabella from Spain which is Saint Valentine~ His services have been successful in defeating Islamic government in Cordova, Spain on 14 February 270 Masihi and to Queen Isabella, the victory is too precious and she want the day to be celebrate among of her beloved people. Thus, 14 February is celebrated each year by the people of Cordova to celebrate the victory and called the day, Valentines Day~



The day you show your love towards the one you love?

If you love someone, show your love to them every single time, every single moment~

Every single day..

And.. thats also mean,

Chocolates EVERYDAY!

And why chocolates by the way? DX~

hahahaha! No Im kidding..

[err.. but chocolate?! everyday?!!! Its too good to be true..]

;p

Conclusion : If you are Muslims, dont celebrate it~ Want to show your love no matter what? How about show it to them every single day? ^__^ to your family, friends.. and also, your.. hubby or wifey~ ;3

Pain in my heart~

...

Theres a pain in my heart that is craving..
Maybe Im not good enough to be their friends..
To hang out with them...

I think mostly it was my fault...
Emm.. No.. It is my fault no matter how you look at it and think about it..
I not a good friend to begin with..
I blame myself..

Yea.. I admit.. Im jealous..
Every time I saw their pictures,
Im jealous.. Because Im not there smiling with them..
Im not there laughing with them..

Im nobody..

I want to go back to the future.. Like before..
Happy times together with my friends..
Smiling, laughing, crying.. Together..

But its seems.. Quite impossible..
Im not as same as before..
Now,
I cant even catch what are they saying..
I dont even know what do they think..
How do they feel..

Its gone...

When I talk to them, it seems that I dont really know who are they anymore..

Before, I think I have so many friends..
But after loosing one of my best friend..
I realize that.. I dont have any friends..

Where are they? They gone..
The term 'friends'.. become so hard for me to give it to others..

'Friend' to me, is so valuable..
Its more like 'friends' is 'best friends'..
If I think you are my best friend, then yes you are my friend, and vice versa..

I know lots of people, but that dosent mean they are my friends..

Maybe when somebody ask me, I will answer, 'yea she/he is my friend'
But... Maybe they are not..

Thats my mistakes.. Because I dont think others as my friends..

Ive just think, 'someone that I know'..

Ohhh~ Im.. evil?

Yea~

Im sorry~.....

But no matter what,
If I know someone..
I care about them..

Even if they are not 'my friends'....

I still, care..

Nyte~

New blog!~

Hye!

;3 So I've made a new blog!

Yey!

Click below to enter! ;p

Rainbow Sprinkles!~


Thats all!

Oh ya! And dont worry, I will still write on this blog~ ^___^